Friday, December 22, 2006

Destroy Your Body At Your Own Pace

Our heartbeats are the tick of the death bomb's clock. Living is a
synonym for aging. Each year we are stamped with a new number to define
our expectations, our capabilities, our desires. Are we on par with all
of our numeral-brethren? Do we think, laugh, cry, walk, fuck, feel,
breath, eat, shit, worry, sleep, love... all at the same rate as them?
Destroy your body at your own pace. Are 27 well enjoyed years worth
more than 72 cautious years? Does it matter who knows your name? The
fundamentals don't change. A lot who care a little are worth less than a
few who care unconditionally. Sterilize. We are unfit for paternity. (My
head hurts). Sleeping pills to sleep, waking pills to wake. I want a
red flannel shirt dyed with the blood of Kurdt Cobain. My mind is not
where my body is. My mind itches. We are slander written across the
inhabitable western tapestry. Cliches are mostly true. Nothing is
concrete but everything is NOT relative. Listen to others or don't, but don't listen to me. Don't be a burden, don't burden yourself. Many
things can't be expressed with words, listen to your gut. Stop clenching
your teeth. Never try not to think. You'll always want more. There is only
such thing as self-education - you learn what you want. (Who remembers
how to solve for x???) Know the consequences to your actions!!! Dance
outside the bathroom door - you owe nothing to the dancefloor. Its ok to be sad, sadness is clarity. Be old
in soul and young in heart. Respect and listen. Drive aimlessly. Get drunk, get high, see a movie. (the actor didn't
write what he said). Escape!! Be perfect. Accept imperfection. Don't call back if
you don't want to. Don't string people along. Singing heals. Have
nervous breakdowns. Don't stop! Don't stop! Don't stop! Be picky. Be a hypocrite. Forget
who Paris Hilton and Thomas Jefferson are. Kiss beneath monuments (fucking kiss beneath monuments!!). If you don't like where
you live - leave. Don't tie yourself down, break ties. Save your money,
sleep in your car, stay up all night, get out, get away! Rationalize.
Be irrational. Explode. Laugh!!!! Trick yourself - Smile!!!!