on paper

This coffee isn't doing as much as I'd like.  I have a list of things to accomplish today. I have a lot written down, some already crossed off, some not cross-off-able.  On paper everything looks really solid right now, but there is this current of anticipation that I can't extinguish.  It started out like such a high, but now it is burning up too much fuel, taking up too much space.  On paper everything looks really solid though.